You Are Loved
…and loving you, as painful as it has been, was and will be, was never a mistake.
This blog has snippets from my pen and paper journals.
A peek at my daily handwritten journal
Date: Monday, 12 October 2026Moon phase: Waxing crescent Consuming: Watching 12 MonkeysDoing: Canning applesSong of the day: “Till the Wheels Fall Off” — Strung Like a HorseCoStar: “Thank your negative thoughts for trying to protect you, then release them.”QOTD: “He who works with his hands and his head and his heart is an artist.” —…
The Liminal Path
Darling, the accidental two-queen-bed room and the sleepless night and the sunset and Oliver’s and you. I love you, and I am so in appreciation of the fact that this is our second trip to Erie in 2026, and the last one was a joy and a horror rolled into one. The sewn-shut soul window…
A little gift for myself, loving you.
Love as a Personal Journey: A Gift to Yourself We’ve all heard the phrase “love is a two-way street,” but what if I told you that the most profound truth about love is that it’s fundamentally a one-way journey? What if the love you feel for another person is, at its core, a gift you…
Heart ache
Bruh, AS IF you don’t know every single time you turn your back and walk away from me every time you walk out of my house every time you get in your truck and drive away my heart breaks, you leave me over and over and over and over and over again.And then you tell…
Well, during my walk this morning.
So this morning i realized that when i listened to music and walk all alone early in the morning, and it’s cold. I talked to myself. Actually, i talked to you like a prayer. I. Responded the lyrics in music and the sounds and things i see as if you’re there. And i just find…
Beautiful, you are.
I was calling you beautiful, and you were getting squirrely. You are beautiful, that photograph I showed you on my ipad of you at breakfast Wednesday morning, the way you looked at me.That is the beauty of your soul climbing out of you into the world for everybody to see; completely vulnerable. I will never…
Stubbornness, as it were
You and I are very much the same. I have found in the past seventeen years.Dad you’re slightly stubborn. I have also found that I knew 17 years ago that you were in love with me. Give or take a few months, but I knew. In the interim, I have convinced myself hundreds of times…
Good Day my Sweetheart
I can’t wait to see you. I can’t wait to wrap my arms around you and kiss your neck. —“Hello, my lover, my friend, my heart.” this is what my soul experiences when you appear. My heart races, my mind fills with joy, and my body responds with warmth in unmentionable places. Also the love,…
Not Enough is Enough
My Darling, you rough and tumble but truly sweet creature, I see you, I feel you, and I love you. Last night you bared part of yourself to me and I so appreciate the truth and the concern you expressed for me. I love you for so many reasons, but this is one that is…
Good Evening, My Love…
I have spent the entirety of today thinking about us, about the mysterious more, and about the things we actually deserve. Today I came to understand that the relationship we have may be entirely in my mind. I came to realize that your experience of me, may be an entity in your mind that is…
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