Heart ache

Bruh,

AS IF you don’t know every single time you turn your back and walk away from me every time you walk out of my house every time you get in your truck and drive away my heart breaks, you leave me over and over and over and over and over again.
And then you tell me, you’re happy with what we have. You’re happy with breaking my heart every time you see me. You like what we have? Of course I’m gonna keep falling in love with you. That’s not gonna change whether you live with me. Will you live in port A? We live with her. We don’t live. I’m going to continue to fall in love with you. We’re beyond you taking advantage of me. We’re beyond you using me. We are at the point where you are ultimately destroying me. 

And still, I will beg, and please read for you.Allow me to throw myself out of the funeral pyre, that is, you.

As ever yours j