Hello Again, Love of My Life,

I have been thinking about you all day, as always. Should I read into the things you say? Should I tell you how often I think of ways to set you free? Would I be wrong to tell you how very important it has become to me that you find my house comfortable and call it “home sweet home”. I do so much wish that I could provide that for you. Every day, I wish that I could serve you as you serve everyone else. I just, more than anything else, want to find a way to bring joy into every day of your life – to be present for everything, for all the ups and downs of life, family, relationships. I want you. I want all the things that make you wonderful and yet you think make you less wonderful. You and I really do deserve all that we can get to enjoy before we cannot.

But truly and above all this, you are, each and every day, making me fall more in love with you. Even now, being already in a downhill slide, you have managed to accelerate the falling again. I really cannot explain it, except that you have somehow made me more apt to fall in love with even more of you. You are perhaps even more open and less guarded now, so I can see more of the treasure that is your heart. This brings me to the truth of you… or maybe the truth of you and I.

Perhaps this truth is you are finally really letting me in and I am finding it exceptionally comfortable in that sweet, warm heart of yours.

Leave a comment