ouch bruh

If only I was not embarrassed by my own feelings. I am though and it often makes it hard for me to say what I mean. I said something the other night and it came out strangely. So I will reiterate here.

I was insulted that you would ask me to share what little time I have with you with another. I dont know if you understand that I am barely able to hold it together when you are all mine, once every two weeks. I am not enough. I know that, and its clear and im sort of ok with it, as things are. But to imply that I am not enough, for even that?? That’s what it sounded like to me.

I’m pretty certain all that was not supposed to be implied. but it was.

One cannot feed an army, not another single person with breadcrumbs, and thats all you give me.

so yeah, that hurt